I had looked forward to having children all my life. I would say it was my main purpose in life and something that I felt would come very naturally to me. In 2015 I was lucky enough to become the father to a baby boy! The ultimate dream come true! Without doubt, one of the proudest moments of my life.
There was a feeling that something incredibly important had happened and I was obviously extremely happy. However, this very quickly descended into a state of anxiety, loss of confidence and loss of control. In fact, I became a nervous wreck!…